In this little Britain, Bulbar ALS took you in a slam,
in a matter of few months you shrank from being six foot
to six feet under: In the fireplace a stump, roots & all is burning.
Vests warmed your swimmer’s Mae West breasts, folk flooding to express,
ringing of till like ticking ancient piping in winter.
Vegas was your savior, winning grace & cash in winter. You did the strip (it rose erect, glowing neon in your mind):
one hand palming coin the other bagging perishables, shoving into riff raff from the floor. “Which type lottery, ma’am? Cigarettes “I smoke’em too, what’s your brand? Broad shouldered, flirting with women.
Lived with Mum but a woman’s woman. (Sweet Pea & I both twigged to you.
The heart is a story.
For a few short months you felt yourself dissolving like something burning: gasp turned to water. You went to turn a doorknob, it became butter.
Now pipes knock, cold spring
Good Friday is always bad:. December in rain city, but it’s spring.. They say when God leaves thru a door she enters by a window.
I knew death was a liar but not bad as all this: not telling double lies.
Shirl, you were some girl. You smoked Viceroy, a pack on the side of your walker clearly. You hit a home run scraping all four bases dragging them behind you.
Staring at an ironing board a sink darkened around the drain. Domestic swept the plain that grand bed you slept in, sumptuous sweetheart: honey. Toward the end, total attrition.
Boxing gloves on shelf, all sky is wet & wounded with last shine. |