Sara Veglahn
from
Another Random Heart
Buried where they fell In the boneyard, bells
are mellifluous--a burning of tinders, traces of matchstick. The sharp
flashes are not electric or diamond-shaped, but boiling and wet. Muddy
ground too soft to support a heavy body. I've tried to reconstruct the
scene: right arm stretched across chest, forked branches in peat: the
moment before a tally of each hair and fingerbone *
Instruments sterile
and diamond-sharp--seems nothing is easy. Everything out of place. And
trying. Always, there's a moment for the fortunate silence, like bowls
stacked up blue and clean. You couldn't see another way with the diagrams
in black & white, when blood is blue before turning red. You're still
waiting for the methods to change, for oxygen to hit the cavity. Go, light
each blue candle and blow each out. You know the glowing flame of mercy
gives its own dimes. *
I've kept a list of
each expression, a devotional method devised and upheld with frenetic
steering. Heat and happenstance have hoodwinked my eloquent schemes, but,
like a glove, I've sequestered my half-silent sister in the alphabetic
realm of immaculate order. I've formed the other stable compound so as
to be no longer available to reactions. Slight of hand does not always
involve out-of-a-hat or slip-the-loop, but does contain sleep and an overabundance
of salt. *
With regard to sun, seasons are divided into four. Particular weather patterns result from the changing position and the same bright sound heard triple. My own scent is uninterrupted by wind or water. I move slowly like a damp hand. And your whisper rhythmic and turning forth behind breeze in ear on throat an unworked mass of puddled iron and handsome particles bent back slowly like a sapling.
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