Word for/ Word

Susan Lewis

Dear Crutch

1.

+ sere crush,
by which you might

mean delusion viewed
through cartoon-colored

specs, new &
ancient variations

on the secret self.
Shelf life halved,

holed up in this
mythic stickiness,

licked as wicked
lips or any mother’s

sun.
Say you need to

salvage no more
savagery than

the so-called
norm.

Say your lips float
like boats

on another man’s
mirage

(visage closed as any
Sunday).

Locked like arms in
mad embrace

or tendrils squeezing
need beyond


reason or
return.

Unless you’re ready
to unzip your

mastered soul.
Still waiting

longer than I
know, why not

applaud your
tardy courage?

Such nervy tips can’t
be wrong.

Unless this inner clench
is what it is

& you ignore us
at your

timid
peril.

2.

All this inconsequence
choking us up

like smoke &
waves,

rocking our hours,
odding our listing

keels.
That water you add

too toxic to inhale.
Open your skin,

reverse your gait,
fence your flaws until

too much flows with
not enough

& seeps the mammal milk
of kindness.


3.

Ask Oedipus what
comes for

halt &
halted.

Dappled & shot with
hollowed shades,

trailing our string
of left selves.

Alone together in
toxic colony,

dodging what we
dole,

waiting for fresh
permission--